last week was horrible i wanted and needed validation for some reason not for my image but for a choice where i was struggling in deciding if i should do the right thing or the good thing. then i realize i need to do what is right and good for me, i need self-confidence, self-belief, self-validation.... not look for it elsewhere. i have to be real to myself, i know its cliche :p and highschool self-esteem 101 all over again but again i forgot to like me, love me and whatever i do its my choice, my responsibility and just own it.
as you can see from this photo collage its all me me me in my Winter 2009 gear hahaha. we need to live an empowered life. love who we are, be ok with our decisions and enjoy the life we are choosing to live, if not then do something about it, switch it up, spice it up, just do it :D
after waking up to that this week has been amazing! i've stopped questioning myself or better i've been asking all the right questions and its such a fantastic feeling. this also carried on to other things.... not just with that person and that decision but for other people and other situations in my life. i feel better about myself, i am reacting differently to other's peoples actions, i dont breakdown or hideaway, feel neglected, unworthy, small, un-loved, scared etc. because i know its all in my head and right now its saying i am awesome and i feel great coz i am! i am sure u are too :)
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