i really wanted to blog last night but i was hella tired even the night before - its a weekend and i slept before 11pm, i really needed it. last weekend was full on and after that i was feeling really sad until the last couple of days when it got better. i was out all day today and wanna sleep right now but i really want to get this down, im not good at explaning myself but imma try. ive said REALLY a lot havent i haha. anyways how cool am i? drinking soy milk on the rocks :p
i was thinking about how connected we are. most of the time we dont know how much we are affecting or affected another person. i mean you are doing your own thing and im doing something completely different but then one day i feel this emptyness and then you randomly do something and all of a sudden it just fits and fills that void. it could be a smile you gave, something i read that you wrote, a kind word or caring gesture, a painting, a song, random comment or conversation, magazine ad, a line in a book, an artwork or graffiti, a scene in a movie, anything really. its just crazy how that happens and its just what you needed.
sometimes you have to ask for it and be ready to listen coz someone up there is looking out for you, you are always loved and never alone. i think thats just amazing. last week was horrible. all i thought about was doubt and i just felt so hopeless. i often forget how to be grateful and all i saw was how stuck i am blah blah blah then suddenly there it was this random unexpected gift that made it all better then another one and another one and then i remembered how to be happy again. i mean we always have it but sometimes we need that little spark to get us shining again! thnx u for that <3 always! this photo...hmmm sometimes what we think are barriers are just a pretty rock wall and the doorway is just around the corner. i want to blog more xo
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